I have suffered a lot in life due to health, career, right now I feel lost in spite of learning astrology myself from two different sources. sometimes I feel that I know nothing in astrology and I cannot help myself from astrology.

i am married to rajeev pandey, dob- 23/04/1993, POB- baldeo mathura, TOB: 14:00

My name is bharat ludhwani, in 2019 my moon mahadasha started and with this my bad time started, in last year(2024) i have lost weight almost 12-15 kgs and i was not able to eat anything for 9 days due to food infection, i have lost lacs of money in trading and as years are passing my memory is fading very badly, i have no job if i am getting job i am not able to handle pressure in that job so i have to leave job, my parents are not at all supportive, my dad played rummy of atleast 10-15 lacs, hiding all the money and now he is bankrupt doing job and while he was playing i told him not to play rummy, he insulted me in front of everyone that i am not able to do job, only support i right now is my wife, because my dad playing rummy and insulted me in front of relatives everyone was creating pressure on me i also tried to suicide and jumped from bridge still came back and still trying to figure out how to sort my life, i have got opportunity in lithuania i paid them what they asked to provide me job in lithuania europe, still delays are happening here, i was supposed to go in august still they said it 'll take more months and due to which parents are pressuring me, and also i am in loans i am running 2 emis already and takens loans from friends due to family pressure, i just want to know what planets i need to strengthen and which planets is making me face so much in my life please help

Confused mind looking of peace