About The Native Concern:

I am in a difficult marriage. My husband displays narcissistic and toxic traits and I have a 2 year ond son. While in contemplate leaving, i feel there is karmic debt which needs to be paid and leaving the marriage is not the right path for me. What is my soul lesson, how can I work theough my karma so i can live my life without feeling like a war everyday. I am in survival mode trying to just get through each day without being devastated for some reason or other. He is equally abusive to his parents and sister. While they empathise with me on some days some days they just gaslight and minimize my situation asking me to adjust accept and compromise. I have come a long way in coping with my situation and built a lot of inner strength to face his toxicity. However i want to know what I can do to resolve my karma faster. Is there any ancestral blockage. Is there anything i am missing. My relationship with my parents is also affected. My father has liver cirrhosis and my mom.is very weak emotionally. I cannot rely on my family for any support in this matter and i cant share much with them openly because they are already dealing with a lot. My brother is small. NPD is very difficult to explain to anyone as my husband is very good and charming with others and abusive onky with me. That makes me very lonely in my suffering. What is my soul.lesson for my marriage ... with my parents ... how can i raise my son happy and healthy in a house where his mother is treated so badly on a daily basis. Is there light at the end of the tunnel?

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