I am a spiritual person with longing for spiritual growth but held back because of work pressure and aspirations of making my family happy. My father passed away on 22 Feb 2014, and I quit engineering due to severe mental health issues I was having (which continue partly today too). I also lose gurus or fight with them recurrently despite not wanting to and meaning the best. I lose touch with friends. I am also deeply lonely and i want to settle down with a nice man (I'm gay), but I am afraid of losing status/respect in society since I belong to a once rich family, and therefore I always disconnect before things get too serious in relationships. I also have interest in art, astrology, and religion, and I love staying in my house.
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