About The Native Concern:

I give you the synopsis - Childhood was good. Financial crisis in family in 2012 after that Had to quit school and education for one year. Got enrolled in government school suffered 4 years of being bullied, worst education possible, Cried everyday and night, somedays I had no food to eat during lunch neither money. Had no money for tuition neither guidance so got compartment in Maths (10th) Cleared it anyhow hence, Passed Highschool. Proceeds to senior secondary had no money for tuition neither guidance had to pick worst education possible. 11th class was so fucked that it still give me chill to the spine whenever it think about it. Passed the 12th class. School completed and suffered and 4 years of trauma also. Wanted to pursue Law but again no fucking money. Had to drop a year then suffered migraine and seizures (2018) years of bottling up of emotions finally showed their colors ruined my brain. 2019 started had to pick up the worst education possible again got enrolled in distance college (2019) since then Stuck at home, lives the same day, Same routine, emotionally dumbed cant even cry now. Lunched a job hunt last years worked my ass off give to severals of interview no success, came too close to get employeed in 2 jobs but they closed the hiring in between (can you believe it)? I have no hopes now, Even doing little things feels tremendous task..Picked up spiritualism nothing matters to me now I dont even cut hair, wear same clothes they are even torn now from here and there. No money to recharge my phone. No money to eat good food. No ambitions no dream. Sometimes frustration mostly no emotions(nill and void). 5 days ago gave my final exam and graduated now (not graduated received a backlog that's too in a exam in which I did excellent. Have no money to pursue masters, Feels like dying. Came extremely close to getting a job but again not selected without any evident reason from their side.

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