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I will try to keep it short reason being 1) we can not summarise our life all incidences in one mail 2) it's not possible for a person to read so much I believe a Gyani doesn't need explanation but just by seeing chart he will understand depth of issues. I am 35 yr divorced lady childless partner less. Jiwan ka chahe jo aspect ho family marriage career sub jagsh apna sarvaswa dene k baad b mujhe sangharsh kast hatasa haar he mili h... Lekin ab umar badh rahi h to chinta h kuch jo kha rahi h.........if you read my mail & decides to helo me directly I will assume god has accepted my prayers and he has decided to help me in form of you. Everyone needs atleast one aspect in life to live n feel gud. When I see I don't have any. In my family no one talks to each other bhai bhai apas me baat ni karte bai mata pita se baat ni kare bhai mujhe baat ni karte is subme 23 sal ki ho gai. Isi sub se paresan hokar shadi ki nasamjhi me ek aare sahare ki talash me, dus sal maine tan man dhan se devoted hokar jo kar sakti thi kiya lekin hamari shadi me ek b din yad nibh jab hum khus rahe ho. My husband he just married to hv fun he never felt any sinciertoty responsibility towards this marriage not bothered about income financial support care love nothing..I served him with motherly feeling where a mother wants nothing in return......I suffered in those ten years I was still adamant on serving him whole life despite of his insincere careless attitude. But I don't know wat happened in last two years suddenly my parents responsibility came on my shoulders he wasn't ready to keep my parents with us so in all this we got divorced. I never felt his absense as he was never available for me but I feel guilty. I left my high pay 80 k / m Bangalore job n came to Bhopal in 2020 just to take care of him only n joined very less salary job. But I wasn't aware we wil b parted in future. Family life married life all disturbed now career part also I m struggling since so many years finally this year I decided to not run for high post n high salary n just settle for less n I accepted 35 k/ m salary job jabki isse mera gujara ni ho pata h kyuki acche college se MBA karne k liye education loan liya uski emi 16000 jati h PhD ki fee b lagti h mere pas na saving bachti h na monthly survival k liye kuch........acc to my needs I need minimum 50 k / m job to survive alone independently...........that I m not able to get .............since one year I m facing misbehaviour insults fights injustice in office despite of being introvert n performing well. Due to all these I feel sometimes pain in my heart area n ECG came abnormal on checkup. Father is also old n gets sick n needs suppprt. I can't depend on him. We don't know till what tym he is there with me or when wil b not. I am worried being a divorced single lady, I don't have anyone in my life except my father to stand n help me in prblem...brother ex husband family nothing I have. I don't earn well enough I m not in gud organisation gud atmosphere they want me to throw out by insulting me daily. I m tired of this struggle sir I feel like giving up n go to become monk but I can't share my pain to my parents they r old n they will feel bad ...I m thier strength thier sahara of this age. I just don't why despite of working so hard trying so hard being honest ethical msi sbhi tak jitni salary ki jarurat h mujhe akele jiwan yapan karne liye vo ni pa Saki hu aur cahi mujjse kam umar k kam mehnat kam talented log mujjse jyada kana rahe h well settled h. I need your help sir Plz help me To sort out this blockages wat prndung karma or sins r blocking my growth or creating prblems in each area of life. Plz help me to sort out these 3 things 1) I want atleast 50 k peaceful permanent job or earning source to survive alone independently this worry is killing me day n night. I work hard I try hard still either I don't get enough salary or gud atmosphere. 2) I want my family situation to get corrected no one speak to anyone !! Bhai papa mommy se baat ni karte apas me vo dono baat ni karte mujjse b baat ni karte. 3) marriage saathi saccha pyar ye sub ki to aas chor di kafi pahle sir........itna pain dukh kast dekha h........isliye ye to ni kahugi ki sathi mil jaye usme help kijiye.....vo to akele Rahna h vo swikar kar liya h........bus ek bhool hui h us guilt se bahar ni a pa rahi hu..... prayshchit me aisa kya kaise karu ki aage bhavishya me ya agle janam me dubaa mujhe ye kast na jhelna pade. Please tell me the way to overcome from above challanges, i will do all remedies pooja or ritual or whatever you will say. Also if you will say this is something which can't be change I will accept But please help me I m in severe anxiety fear n needs support help as I don't have any sibling partner or frnd to share or ask for help. I will send consultation fee via online mode. I need your help sir.

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marriage, earning source growth,