My mother got cheated by my father and he beats her often. She is unable to take stand for herself as she has accepted her situation. I try my best to help her from past 2 3 years but she won't listen as she is choosing this now. She is a person who will stay by my father's side no matter what. I asked her to file police complaint but she denied. Sometimes my brother also abuses and beats my mother. He beats me too. Few days back he slapped me 9 10 times So I want to leave home but I was not leaving because of my mother but now she has choosen her side so I need to focus on myself as I can't take this domestic violence anymore. I am also so exhausted in all this because I am the only one who helps her emotionally but then I also get harassed in all this. I am thinking of leaving my home but I am too afraid to do so as the male ego will be crushed and my brother might want to hurt me if I leave. I am preparing for government job. I am confused between these options
1) if I get married to save myself and i can get out easily from this situation without any harm but I don't want to rely on someone as I am not successful in terms of career and thr js no guarantee of success in marriage too.
2) I can go out and do private job but it is not allowed in my family so they will be against this and might want to hurt me and I will turn 25 now so If I leave now thr might be complications in my marriage as they threatened me to spread rumors about me that I ran away.
3) I am preparing for government job and I get out from final list by 1 , 2 marks each time and I really want to do government job and my family only supports government job so which path should I choose as everyone denies that my chart doesn't promise government job but I am putting the hardwork. When will the change of place happen? Please advise me with the best possible advise as I can't blindly do anything It can cause huge issues in future.
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