First, I sincerely apologise for writing directly to you with the intent of seeking help without being able to pay for it at the moment. However, I will definitely pay whenever I have the funds to do so. This is because I have learnt so much from you and it has brought peace into my life. I have started doing some remedies from your book remedies for a happy soul and I have seen them giving me inner peace in times of physical and emotional loss.
I was avoiding writing to you because I understand that delays and bad situations are here to teach us a few lessons. And interventions from limited knowledge and perspective can trigger some other reaction in the grand plans. This is why despite being asked to chant Sri Suktam as a remedy for a steady money flow by an astrologer whom I consulted for career advice, I did not follow the remedy. Not because I don't trust the remedy. But because I know that I tend to behave in immoral ways when I earn well. But by divine grace, after a wait of 16 years, I have finally found a Guru figure who is working as a lamp for me to go towards higher learning. But every day I realise that I am being weighed down by my own negative energies. I cannot pursue that path unless I get rid of my problematic tendencies and develop the mindset of a sadhak. I understand that it is a gradual and slow process. And since I am living alone it will need me to be self-sufficient in terms of money as well. But at this point, I am not earning well. Besides I am not sure about my career. On the contrary, I feel like learning Jyotish and Ayurveda so that I can have a satisfying work by healing others. But I don't know if this is the right thing for me. Therefore, I am contacting you if you can somehow help me so that I can earn enough to live properly to serve my deities and engage resources to learn from my Gurudev and pursue these other higher studies. I do have questions regarding marriage. But I don't feel right to ask them at this point. So for that, I will book a proper consultation when the providence allows it. For your reference, my details are as follows:
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