About The Native Concern:

I am CA student started this journey 2014 but haven’t been able to clear it up-till now. Bad luck or bad timing and may be me not being able to do my best in exams… i mess up and panic in exams due to tension and… if i go one way they open the other door. I work hard & i have been doing nothing but trying to study and taking care of family. No chill nothing but still not able to get through, cant explain but thora se ke liye reh jata hai. I teach other people and unka ho jata hai par mera nahi ho raha hai and it’s frustrating and life seems unfair… My guru ji said this line is not for me. Which may be true but i have come too far to give up! Have sacrificed everything and i am no longer the same person i used to be … i will feel incomplete without this degree … how will i justify to myself the years i sacrified were for nothing…!? And i dont want to give up cuz i know i am almost there just thori si aur mehnat. But i have lost faith … And November ke baad syllabus change hone wala hai… so probably last chance. I am frustrated angry and upset everyday … and upar se someone says this is not ment for you… or you wont be able to do it… even though i have proved a lot people wrong by reaching where i am now. But CA ka esa hai ya toh CA ya not CA. Half CA jaisa kuch hota nahi. I just want you to look at my kundali and tell me if there is something worth living for… and if yeh sab mehnat and sacrifice will be worth it one day ya galti se hi chalti hai yeh duniya. I don’t even believe in astrology… but after all this suddenly lagta hai ke sach mein sade sati jaisa kuch chal raha hai nahi toh kyun meri hi life nahi chal rahi… Paise nahi hai mere pass fees ke ya koi stone pehen ne ke liye… ek rudraksha 7 mukhi diya tha ek pandit ji ne which i wear it on my left hand. And my guru ji said sun is weak… so put water for sun every morning. My dad is also CA First attempt … all india rank. Meko sab chahiye and bohot kuch karne ka hai but padhai hi khatam nahi ho rahi … … all india rank bhi chahiye … acha pati … achi life ..: and i am ready to do all the work but yeh failure se thak gayi hun. Abh uthne ka maan nahi karta … Book ko uthate hi rona a jata hai… jaane do astrology kum therapy sessions ho gaya. Agar nahi ho ga toh reply maat karna jan tak. November attempt toh de rahi hun mein.

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CA final student plz help me ,