About The Native Concern:

Hello sir, Thankyou for your wisdom. I have been learning a lot from you. I’m really grateful to you for that. I been watching your videos on youtube from last few months & I learnt a lot about myself through analysing my chart. Things which I was not being able to understand as I would like to share that I get prophetic dreams, I was in 7th class (11-12 age) since I started noticing pattern of dreams. At that time exact same things used to happen as I used to dream, now the pattern has changed, now I get more of spiritual dreams which takes time to decode at first but later they do make sense, lately I dreamt about my bf’s grandfather (I never met, saw or discussed much about him) but in my dream I saw him exactly same as he was (I confirmed from my bf’s mother), but I was dying in that dream, his family was planning to kill me. Now m at no conclusion as it has several meanings but one thing is bothering me for sure that is this relationship. I feel like my old self is dying & I’m becoming someone else, I have lost faith in myself. I met him in feb 2023 since then a lot of things has happened, (weird is that before meeting him I saw him in dream (sep 2022), on personal level I have become more patient & aware person, the restlessness has reduced but I’m not being able to study at all. In 2021 I started preparing for UPSC, had plan of giving attempt in 2023 but in btw a lot of things happened now I’m just completely off. My sister had shown my chart to someone & he had said that I have potential for civil services(earlier i was into writings & theatre) but later losing my mother I followed my sister’s advice. At this moment I’m very confused. I’m running Saturn Mahadasha Things are happening as one can expect, my Saturn is in Aries 3rd house. I’m doomed, I never felt fear as much as I’m feeling these days. I get two thoughts at one time & I constantly struggle with it. Nobody knows except my friends that I’m in this relationship, my family had strictly said not to be in this relationship as per their understanding it has no future. But on a personal basis I feel a kind of deep rooted karmic connection not only with him but with his family too. I never felt this kind of love or connection with anyone, at one point it feels he’s other half of me & we fits well with each other. I want to study very badly but some or other thing come in btw & I lose my track, I try to take break from this relationship for study but that also doesn’t work, I run back to same patterns. I have exam in 3 months, which will decide a lot of things for me. But I’m stuck very badly if this comes across to you sir please give some guidance, currently I’m dependent for everything on others otherwise I would have approached through proper procedure but I make sure once I start earning or get work I will pay the amount which is needed but right now I’m not being able to. This relationship, my career & my purpose of life it’s all messed up. I have zero self confidence earlier I used to find things which would challenge me but now it’s completely opposite. If this come across to you please help me with it. I would be really really thankful to you.

Native Chart Highlight:

study, Relatiopnship,