Looking for job change as well as city change.

Childhood: my first tragedy was the loss of my baby brother, Ashu, in May '84, he was only about a year and a half at the time. We were all living in our ancestral village of Unnao, U.P. at the time. After this in about Dec '84 I was taken away to Lucknow, to live with the family of my father's elder brother and the extended family. Reason given was for my education. This lasted for about 17 years, from dec'84 to about Apr '2002 I had to live with them. Was not at all an easy period of life, faced all kinds of abuse and trauma, emotional, physical, financial and everything else. They finally threw us (me and my younger sister who they had also taken away from our parents) out when I came to marriageable age. Youth: since 2002 I started to live on my own and earn to support myself and family. Then in Sep '2003 we lost my father and all expenses came onto me directly, since all assets were seized/ taken over by my Tau and Chacha. Life became very tough, we survived on my salary of 10-15k from international call centers at the time. This continued as is till about 2012, when almost all 3 of my siblings became independent. 30s: my mother and siblings finally managed to force my hand into getting married to a guy from kanpur, Dec'13. We are very different, not just gurgaon and kanpur difference but approach to life etc. There were almost no major scenes but the marriage did not work out and we both continued to live in the respective cities. So while no children from the marriage, we are not yet officially divorced. Current situation: am living alone in gurgaon, in a rented apt, with a pet dog. Have not been working since last year dec, so about 6-7 months now. Its really coming to the end of my savings now. Given the situation and my nature, i've had a lot of job changes. While I started with BPO, i went into digital advertising in 2008. Concerns: first of all why is my life so damn tough! I was a good child despite all the difficulties thrown at me. In my youth I did indulge in food, boyfriends (physical relations as well) Though this always scares me to admit, I had an affair with a married man for about 2-3 yrs. Had 2 more boyfriends, but nothing ever actually worked out. Am I facing all of this 'cos of some past lives bad karma, can I make things peaceful and workout things now. Btw, I went for my first Vipasana 10 day course in 2017 and then in Dec '22. AMazingly great experience, i try practise at home on and off as well, though not very regularly. As a person I have changed a lot not, since may be 2016-17 I have strangely lost the fire in my belly and am not as aggressive in office, which was good initially but now its made me wayyyyy tooo docile. Am just not able to take what is even rightfully mine. So to sum up, the bads in my life are unstable career, no husband or child, horribly and repeatedly still hurt by things from my childhood, not able to forgive/ forget. This last part is like a worm eating into my brain and I am not able to get rid of it. The good parts are, I have been able to survive on my own, fiercely independent, so have stayed away from all sorts of troubles like money/ over trusting etc, fairly good health condition, besides age related stuff now like eyesight weakening etc. Mostly well read, well aware of a lot of topics/ ideas, part of the job as well in digital advertising.. As a person, besides work I am extremely quiet, a typical introvert. Can stay at home for months without complaining!! Pls pls plsssss help. What can I do to make my life more peaceful and yes make money (honestly and shamelessly, yes, plss help me do this).

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NEED TO ASK ONE QUESTION FROM ASTROLOGER 5055

dad is going through court cases and I'm facing problems in my career and financial life. Plz give guidance.

Career, time of getting job, what kind of job is suitable, is there any trouble in career in future?

Kundli

48 yrs old. Married. 1 son studying in Australia

She is 26yrs old girl suffering from kidney problem. Kidney transplant 2016 में हुआ था. Doner उसकी माँ. अभी again kidney fail. On dialysis. Suffering from various health issues. Today urgent surgery done for fistula in left hand.

Need clearance regarding leave life hurdles

I want to know about my self through kundli

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Very confused about my career

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I'm married. Husband Dob is 1 Aug 1995 @1 am in abbottabad KPK Pakistan. I want to know how will my marital life be. Whether my husband will have extra marital affairs. Will I have my professional career or business? Will I gain lots of wealth? How many kids will I have? Will my husband marry for the second time. Will I have a peaceful and blissful and complete life? With my husband kids and lots of wealth? Will I get rid of my in laws and live independently?

I'm married. Husband Dob is 1 Aug 1995 @1 am in abbottabad KPK Pakistan. I want to know how will my marital life be. Whether my husband will have extra marital affairs. Will I have my professional career or business? Will I gain lots of wealth? How many kids will I have? Will my husband marry for the second time. Will I have a peaceful and blissful and complete life? With my husband kids and lots of wealth? Will I get rid of my in laws and live independently?